Have you ever been wanting something so bad that you cannot help but get yourself excited that it might happen, only to turn around and have that pulled out from within your fingertip grasp? Yah, it is not fun at all.
They say that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, but I wonder why I am not one of the strongest women out there. Now don't get me wrong, I have had a wonderful life, had a great childhood where I really did not want for anything, a family that loves me, and wonderful friends, so I have it better than many people out there. However disappointment on the career front is getting me down. How can you want something so bad and not be able to attain it? How can you have to consider giving up a career that you were meant to do?
Well I guess since my waiting ended in a negative phone call, I will continue on with my journey and see where it takes me. And you know what, I guess I will be one strong women when I get to the end.
Keep on paddling with me on this journey......
Keep paddling Nicole!...I know you are probably sick of hearing things happen the way they do for a reason, but I truly believe!
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